I go back and forth between hating you and hating that I can’t hate you.


when he doesn’t love you anymore when you’re no longer young and beautiful


(Source: twinking)

Some of us aren’t meant to experience certain things in life, no matter how much we try to “live it to the fullest.” I want to experience everything, but certain things I never will, no matter how hard I try. I have the choice to jump off a cliff into the water 60 feet off the ground, take a stab at an open mic night, or love to the fullest possibility. But I will never be able to say “my sister” or what it’s like to reminiscence of playing softball in the street with my dad. We’re not meant to experience some things, but that just means we are meant to devote more attention to the things some people can’t or aren’t meant to appreciate. But the beauty of it is the fact that we can share our experiences with others.